Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in hatexreality's LiveJournal:

Sunday, May 21st, 2006
Sunday  May 21 2006, 03:35 PM	I like to move it move it Im like in a really good mood..I went to outland last night with a bunch of friends and when I walked in I saw this hott guy and he smiled at me..I smiled back and then I went my own way..then I noticed every where I went he would follow me..So after about an hour Brandy showed up and she was like go talk to him so I did we talked for like an hour and then he was like come dance with me..and I was like uhh I dont know how to dance..and he was like neither do I and I laughed cuz he was danceing earlier and he is a good dancer. I went to Brandy and was like shit I cant dance she pulled me out on the dance floor and was like suduce me and I was like what..she is like thats what danceing is so she pushed me over to Josh and we danced and I was so paranoid but after about 2 songs I was fine I also danced with this guy named Nathan he was a guy that came in my group of friends he is cool! I want to go to outland more often so I can dance! danceing is good exercise Current Mood: ecstatic CMNT(0)
Friday, May 19th, 2006
Friday  May 19 2006, 03:58 PM	So cut my wrisits and black my eyes..my final breath is gone I cant get the song by Flyleaf out of my head. I havent even heard it today so why the fuck is it stuck in my head?? "im so sick infected with where we live...." lalala I got a lot of sleep last night OHMIGOD I went to bed at like 9 and woke up at 3am and then went back to bed at 4am and woke up at 1pm. Went to my therapist today and she says im not doing any better..I know im not. I fucking miss him. Im inlove with him. Im worried about him cuz I have no fucking clue where he is. I dont like how this feels to worrey about someone your not even with. This summer is gonna be awesome!! Me and JoAnna are gonna take over the town!! hellzzzzz mother fucking yes!!!! Ill wait for you....but i cant wait forever Current Mood: confused CMNT(0)